I am the emergance... rising into the deep fog of darkened dreams and memories. I see a faint light, so I walk toward it. Following it I am brought to a cliff side. As I gaze downward into the rocky waters below I see the past, happiness and sadness, hand holding and masachism. As I shut my eyes I'm compelled to fall and as I do all I hear is a howel within the wind saying "I love you." Fading away I hit the waters drowning within the torrent and bashing my body against the rocks, all goes black. I am awakened by the ghosts of the past surrounding my body, hazy creatures of smoke and light. All step forward and lift my ragged remains out of the lake of torture and bleeding hearts. As the ghosts move me further and further within the ghastly haze my body fades away and I become a phantome of smoke and light sheding my badges. Injurys of the past still stinging forever and all ways, playing back and forth within my racked brain. I will be forced to wonder the haze until I can come upon the most beautiful of phantomes the one known simply as Heart. I know I am close for I feel her essence with every step. The twin of Me, known as the Other, is still in control and though he moves me, gives me injuries to mark my past grevings and pains, I feel him becoming a part of me. But he is I and I am him we are two brothers within the same host. One day we shall agree and free this catalyst, molding it to become something greater, but only when we find the one known as Heart.